Growing older makes me feel anxious >O< time goes by too fast! And the number of days I cant never get back continue to increases. I feel like im growing further apart frm the person I was when I was younger. I don’t like the part of myself that continues to think like this ;( what I hate the most is that im afraid my heart will become distant as well ~~~~

I really don’t knw what im talking about %% but I feel so many different emotions today.. I don’t want to simply continue to live my life by just existing,i need to work hard! YES! I need to do that ## busy mode is now active !!! :P