Right now, I don't know what to do. I was still in shock about the news that I've just heard. I was so disappointed because of what happened and I never even expected for it to happen. I never expected how someone can be actually like that. The only one who can truly know a person's heart is God. Unexpected things happen to unexpected people and I am troubled by a certain feeling right now. I feel betrayed and such and I know I shouldn't be that affected but they've become a very important part in my life already and they've done so many amazing things that made me go "I want to be like them someday" but right now, I don't know what to do. I feel disappointed... I feel ... I feel... I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO CRY T___T even a while ago, I cried when I was on the way back from school, it was a really shocking experience for me and how I feel like this is only a dream but the truth is, it's not. It still hurts but I know one day, I'll get over it and just pray for them to realize their mistakes but now... *sigh* it's so unexpected...