These past few days, I don't feel her presence anymore, she's always with someone else, and come to think of it, we are the exact opposite. She's always blooming and energetic and happy. She's always jolly and active. She fits well with the others. She knows how to crack a joke and she knows how to cheer me up. She's also popular with the others and can really entertain everyone. On the other hand, I am not like her; I am quiet and shy especially around in with new people. I don't talk much and I don't know how to start a conversation. I only know how to comment and not to post. I know how to react but not to start something to get reaction. I have no clue about what's going on with me. I often cry quietly alone and I don't want to talk to anyone that's not her.

I miss her so much already and I hope that she'll notice it. I don't want to say it to her because it feels awkward. If she's not around and I have a problem, I will just cry it alone.

We live in two different worlds, she belongs to one that is really happy and joyful. Always making merry noises while I belong to a world that's quiet. It doesn't have any music because there's no one there to play it. There's no friend to have fun with. It's just me sitting in the corner staring at the other world where she's at, wishing that one day she'll go back to my world and play with me again. I hope she'll notice how far away from her I am right now. I hope that she'll call my name and ask me to play with her again because whenever she gets tired of playing with the others in her world, she can come visit mine and we can play like we used to before.