Why do I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore? Even when I try to tell myself that I shouldn't say things like that, it seems like the negativity is overpowering my being positive. I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore, I even feel like I can't trust my best friend as well. I also feel like everyone betrayed me. When I see a group talking about something, I get paranoid and think they're talking behind ,y back. I feel like they're back biting me. I also feel like no one wants to talk to me. No one wants to be my friend. It's like I feel invisible around everyone, though there are few who talk to me, I still feel like it's no one. I feel like they are just the air and not the real thing. Sigh, I want to become normal again. I shouldn't think this way because it's wrong.
I hope that I get back to my normal self and I hope that I'll change my mindset.