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Friday, October 21, 2011 | Friday, October 21, 2011 | 0 My gurls/boys
Enough lying ! I can't take it anymore. I admit, I'm hurt, I'm really really hurt even though I don't know what they're doing behind my back it really hurts. It's like I was stabbed or something. It hurts whenever I read their messages to each other. It hurts whenever I even try to pretend that I don't care. It hurts especially when I fake a smile in front of them. It really hurts. I want to cry it all out. I've cried about it before but it's no use, the feeling will not end. I want to make it go away! I even tried to tell myself that I won't talk to them but I just can't, especially to that particular person. Sometimes, I even think that I should just tell her but somehow, someone is trying to tell me that it's not yet the right time. I also don't have enough courage to tell her that. ARGH!! I wish it would just go away! I wish that this thing never happened. I wish I never liked that guy! ARGH!! It's like I want to yell at them, it's like I want to ask them something but I just can't. I have to control myself, I have to control my anger. I don't want to hurt them especially the girl, she has done so much for me and I also want to do something for her. Her happiness is also important to me because I want to see her always happy that's also the reason why I try to control myself. I want her to be happy all the time and sometimes her happiness is important than my feelings for the guy... Sighs... ARGH!! I WANT IT TO DISAPPEAR ALREADY !! Please help... |
